Crap

Hello, eveyone.

I don't know what to do with my life.

Summer internship application deadlines are approaching, and I haven't given serious thought to any of them. Whoops. The truth is that I think I want to go back to Israel this summer (I went over break) and volunteer on a kibbutz or something. You know, for life experience. I just...I want to do theatre as a career, and I'm still just as passionate about it as I was before, but I've seen other parts of the world that I am also now in love with, and I want to be there. And working in a kibbutz might not be the most intellectual activity (I'd probably be cooking and doing laundry and stuff) but I'd be in Israel and I could travel around on weekends and after work for 3 weeks while my room and board was paid for...and I've been looking into other international volunteer opportunities, not just at Israel.

Basically, I love theatre, but I have to know about more than just that. And I need to have more life experiences if I'm going to actually be a writer.

I've been writing some more poems, lately. That's good. I've also ordered "Abs of Steel 2" on VHS off of Amazon for $2.48 because that's an area of my life that I'm dissatisfied with. I think it might be due to the large amount of vanilla soy milk and honey and banana bread that I consume on a regular basis.

So really I just need to dramaturg "In The Blood," and write, and get better abs, and figure out what I'm doing this summer.

In other news, my boyfriend is glorious.