I deleted that last post and decided to keep a record of it in my old livejournal that has been inactive for years now. This, of course, led me to rereading the posts I had from Sophomore year of high school (when I first started the LJ). It made me laugh. And cry at my 15 year old self... This is an excerpt from a list of 8 things that were making me happy at that one time:
"6. I'M GROWING UP!!!
i'm so proud of myself... i'm a big girl now! i am so proud of moi-meme... --er, myself... oops! i'm still kinda in the french mode. i was trying to write stuff in french earlier... :) note the word *trying*! but, seriously, as immature as i still may seem, i feel like i'm maturing SLOWLY. like, i'm able to have conversations with people with out them sounding like they're talking to a little kid. like, a friend of my mom's swears in front of me now, whereas before they would be like "what the FU-- dge..." kinda things... and now he's just like, "*sniff sniff* hm... i smell bitch." <--isnt' that a good one? i like it... it makes me happy..."
I can't emotionally handle that. Annah and I often talk about how weird it is that we're living together for our third year now and how different we are from our freshman selves. There were things we used to make such huge deals about. Like how we wrote out our daily schedules to the minute on our dry erase boards. "7:30 -- Wake up; 7:35 -- Shower; 7:45 -- Get dressed......" Well, I think there's no clearer example of my own personal growth than comparing myself to the blog entry I wrote on March 16th, 2003. Jeez Lousie.
This brings me to my next point. Annah and I, in discussion this evening, decided that we should have themed blog posts. And we decided our first theme is "Looking Back: Old Diary Entries/Blog Posts." So, let's get started, ladies... (:
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